This Biker Walked Into My Library At Closing Time And I Reached For The Silent Alarm

“Why are you returning it now?” I asked. “After fifty-two years?”

The biker finally looked at me. His eyes were red. Wet. This massive man with tattoos covering his arms and a vest that screamed “dangerous” had tears running down his weathered face.

“Because I’m dying,” he said. “Pancreatic cancer. Doctor says I’ve got maybe two months left.”

He reached into his pocket again. Pulled out a crumpled wad of cash. Started smoothing the bills on the counter with hands that were shaking.

“I’ve done a lot of bad things in my life, ma’am. Things I can’t fix. People I can’t apologize to because they’re dead or gone. But this—” He pointed at the destroyed picture book. “This I can make right.”

He pushed the money toward me. I counted it. Exactly twelve dollars in ones and coins.

“Is that enough?” he asked. “For the fine?”

I looked at the computer screen. The book was marked as stolen. The replacement cost from 1972 had been $4.95. With fifty-two years of maximum fines, processing fees, and inflation adjustments, the system calculated his debt.

Total owed: $847.63.

Eight hundred and forty-seven dollars for a children’s picture book.

I looked at his twelve dollars. Looked at this dying man who’d ridden his motorcycle to a library to return something he stole when he was seven years old.

“Why this book?” I asked quietly. “Of all the things you could make right before you die, why this?”

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