I flipped through the bank statements, my breath catching in my throat. Every single one showed a massive transfer from Martha’s personal savings account into my father’s estate fund.
She hadn’t just been living there; she had been literally buying the house back for him, dollar by dollar, so that it would stay in the family. The legal documents at the bottom of the box were the most devastating. They were drafts of a will my father had tried to write, attempting to give Martha a life estate in the house.
She told the lawyer she didn’t want me to feel like she had “bought” my father’s love or stolen my birthright. She wanted me to have the house free and clear, even if it meant she had nothing left.
I sat on the dusty floor for an hour, the weight of the mahogany box pressing into my legs. I remembered the way I had spoken to her, the coldness in my voice when I called myself “not a charity.”
I remembered her smile as she left, a smile that I now realized was one of relief that I was finally home and taken care of. She had sacrificed her entire safety net to ensure I kept a roof over my head, and I had rewarded her by kicking her and a baby out into the street.
I scrambled for my phone, my vision blurred by hot, stinging tears. I called the lawyer whose name was on the documents, and after a few minutes of frantic explaining, I got Martha’s new address.
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