Miles’s pulse kicked against his ribs. Teo—his son’s childhood nickname. The one he had used before the illness, before the silence.
He crouched, close enough to see if the boy was lying, close enough to smell the faint detergent on his clothes. The boy looked sad. Not smirking, not fishing, not performing. Just sad.
The boy’s eyebrows drew together. “He wore a blue Yankees cap,” he said quickly. “His lucky cap. He didn’t have much hair under it, so he kept it low.”
Miles’s throat tightened. That cap had vanished months ago in the hospital.
The boy continued, eyes shiny. “He always wanted to be goalie. Not very good,” he admitted, a tremulous smile touching his lips. “He let in almost every goal, but he laughed every time. Like it didn’t matter.”
Miles staggered back, struck by the memory of his son’s laughter—real laughter. At home, everything had been quiet. Polite. Controlled. Gifts, devices, distractions—he thought he was helping. But this boy was describing joy.
Anger rose because it was easier than pain.
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