Stacey reached into her bag and pulled out a notebook, its superhero cover bent and worn.
“He wrote this,” she said. “During treatment. I found it after everything. I was afraid to show you, afraid you’d lock it away like you do with everything that scares you. But you need it.”
Teo had written about Miles coming by late, leaving expensive gifts, and leaving again. He wrote about wishing Miles would sit and watch a movie with him—even a boring one. He wrote about going to the park tomorrow. About a soccer move Leo promised to teach him. About thinking his dad worked so much because he was afraid—afraid to see what was happening.Football kits
Teo wrote that he wasn’t angry.
He wrote that he just wanted his dad to know him.
Miles made a sound that didn’t feel human.
Then he picked up the envelope.
His fingers tore it open.
What Teo Wanted His Father To Become
Teo’s handwriting danced across the page—small, uneven, painfully innocent.
Teo wrote that he understood his dad showed love by building things and paying for the best help.
But he also wrote, gently, that sometimes he wished Miles would build something with him—even something silly.
A tower of blocks.
A memory.
A moment.
Teo asked Miles to look after Leo.
To show up.
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