I met my adoptive mom when I was twelve, and I’ll admit it—I didn’t love her. I just wanted out of the orphanage, and she happened to be the way out. She tried everything to make me feel at home: new clothes, my favorite meals, showing up at every school event. But I never gave her the gratitude she deserved. I stayed distant, convincing myself she wasn’t my “real” mom.
A year ago, she passed away. At her funeral, I felt nothing but a hollow mix of guilt and confusion. Then a stranger approached and handed me a small porcelain figurine. “She wanted you to have it,” the woman said. I didn’t understand why. Frustration rose inside me, and before I could stop myself, I threw it to the ground.
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