It didn’t explain the inside jokes I was excluded from or the text messages that felt less like harmless banter and more like tiny arrows aimed at the foundation of my marriage.
I didn’t just dislike the intense overfamiliarity of their relationship, I resented it. And that resentment grew in the shadows of everything unsaid.
But just as my resolve would steady, Emily would do something that chipped away at my composure all over again.
And then, I finally fell pregnant and everything changed.
The day of our gender reveal party arrived like a fragile dream, something I was almost afraid to touch for fear it might shatter.
Our backyard had been transformed into a pastel wonderland. Soft pink, blue, yellow, and green decorations swirled like delicate memories, and balloons bobbed in the gentle summer breeze.
I stood at the center of it all, my hand resting on a belly that still felt more like a miracle than reality.
Adam’s warmth radiated beside me, his hand finding mine with the practiced ease of a husband who had weathered storms.Continue reading…